If you frequently surf my blog, you know that I talk about my little cousins Jalen and Tyson all the time. They, along with their older brother Jonathan, are the closest thing I have to being my own children.

Well, I found out this morning that Jalen and Tyson are going to have a new baby brother. That will make 4 boys for my cousin and her husband. I should be happy for them, right? Well, I’m not.

Don’t get me wrong, I love children, but my cousin and her husband have been having problems for the past year and she was on the verge of asking for divorce, but now she’s pregnant with her 4th child.

Her husband wasn’t half talking care of the first 3, so why allow yourself to get pregnant with the 4th when you know he ain’t doing shit as a husband, nor as a father. Sure, he spends time with his sons………………..after he shoots hoops all day or play Playstation. Then like an hour before he goes to work at night, that’s the time he gives to the boys. What the fuck?

Now why would you bring a 4th child into that madness? My family and I take care of those boys more than he does. I take it upon myself to help buy them clothes for school, take them to and fro to school, the doctor, etc. when my cousin is working and can’t get off.

I just don’t see how you say that you’re the only one doing something within the marriage and you want a divorce, but yet you allow yourself to keep sleeping with this man and get pregnant. Help me to understand this?